To My Valentine,
It's been a while since we've spoken, since we've really spoken deeply. Is that a bad thing, no not necessarily. On the other hand, you know as well as I do that's always been what I've thrived for and loved so much. I miss it.
Sure when we talk and are together, we laugh and play, the nights always seem to just fly by until the early morning days. I've shared by far some of the happiest moments with you and I'll never forget them. I love each moment, cherish each, to the deepest extent of my soul.
I can say without a doubt that nobody has even come close to making me as happy as you have in the past. Made me happy from simply making you laugh, pleasing you, giving you what you want.
As close as we were, it didn't even need to be said between us, those three special little words. I always knew where I stood with you and you always with me. It was like an unspoken bond, an understanding, something actually deeper. As needy as I was, for some reason I never questioned it, I just knew.
As much as we've shared those happy moments, there were sad ones as well. These times just as dear to me, sprinkled across our existence together like blurred drops of black. No matter what the subject, what I was going through, you were there to listen and understand. I could tell you anything my heart cried. No matter how hard those times were, how stressful, you remained by my side.
You never put me down, you were always there to lift me up and make me laugh, just as I did with you. My problems no matter how large or how small, if it mattered to me it mattered to you.
When we were together, nobody else in the world existed. It was only us and our embrace. Times that I truly wish I could stop and remain in forever.
No matter how I was feeling, you went with it. Even when I needed it, you would still be waiting there if I ever needed space. It was something I could always take comfort in greatly.
Rarely did I ever need space from you though. We could have been attached at the hip and perfectly happy. Always there for one another not just mentally but physically as well, knowing each other both inside and out.
One thing that set you apart from the others, something that perhaps meant even more to me then life itself, you wanted me and I wanted you. I knew without a doubt in my mind that you did. You cared for me and always would, something I never had before you.
I was worried because of my habits. Those times I hurt myself and found the darkness once again. When I pulled myself back from any others around me, even as few as there always were. Somehow you reached me, you knew when to call or write me, what to say and what to do. You both shunned the fog I swam in but at the same time embraced it, accepted it just as I did so long ago. You were the same as me but different as well. Maybe it was your light, it was a little stronger.
Never able to get enough of me though, you were always so cute. A touch or a glance, something that we shared, something that I had and nobody could take away.
I knew I could do what I wanted with you and you wanted it from me just as badly.
Whether it was as simple as a hug, even better a soft caress or a lust-laced pet. Those shivers we shared together, I'd touch you and knew because I could feel them within myself.
Deeper moments of passion with a kiss, never could we have just one or two. A few were always needed, ones shared with more then just lips and tongues. Though, always leaving each other wanting more in the end. Always could I happily get more no matter the time or place, you were mine.
We were truly special and set each other apart. We were happy both with or without other people. For the first time, I was happy for other people. Watching other couples come and go, pass us by.
Never did I feel alone with you, an outsider, just a watcher, or observer. I wasn't a friend, a relative, or a mentor. I was actually more to you then that. If I ever did lose myself, blend in with the scenery as perfectly as I always did, and become invisible, you would be there right by my side to either pull me out or stay there with me.
This wasn't unhealthy, it was love.
It was true love as only a lucky few have ever seen or felt.
In turn, very few would understand it and all too many to envy it.
As I sit here and write, looking out the window during the night.
The moon and stars make me think of you. What you're doing and what you're up to.
I wonder if you're thinking of me, right now just an unknown shade. Nothing more then a dark shape waiting for a figure and a face.
Until we meet, I'll keep this letter near my heart and in my head.
I'll always love you, now and forever my lovely unknown stranger.
~Your Valentine~
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Erm, I wanted to write something for Valentine's Day and this is what came of it...??
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I love it~ TT3TT
Put stuff up here more often!
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